Thursday, December 17, 2009 •
& i blogged at 2:01 AM
I'm in
love with a
girl who doesn't know it
& its because I am
afraid to show itShe could get upset if she know
how I felt
& even more for
the pain I've dealtIf I told her our
friendship would have to
end
Then I couldn't
have her as a
friendI get so
jealous,
she like him instead
I
hate how this all goes through my head
My
heart is
so happy whenever
you're nearBut when you're
gone my eyes give
tearsMy
sadness for you is all so
trueOnly because
I truly love youSo if you are my
friend,at least
one bit,
You
won't mind that
one little slitThe one
I told you because
I trust you without a doubt
You
turned back on me & turned it into
you Which
made me do what
I had to do
You
put me through so much
pain,
Your pains putting
me down the wrong laneSomehow this
pain keeps
reeling me inYou say
you don't want me,but you let
my love unfastenYou let it
unfasten in your soulWhich make our
friendship less dullI want you
to know,
you brighten up my days
Even when you
stop just to
say heyYour bright
smile,is what
keeping me going
Which
keeps my love for you showingSo please,
open your eyesBefore I start
telling you,those
pointless lies,
My
love for you
will never endEven if I am your
only friendFor when we go
our separate waysThose of course
my sadder daysFor
not being your friend is the
worst thought of allIt makes
my heart just
sinks and fallsFor you the girl that make my heart skip that beat
& without you,I seem incomplete
So bare with me now,as I am only friend
As I try to get this feeling end